la belle fleur sauvage

it’s been a while since I was able to write it all out, things changed and those sad sob stories just don’t come to me like they used to. but i kind of miss those days when i could sit down and write something terribly depressing that is just so relatable and people liked that. […]

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my new york best seller

time for me to gain my closure and finishing my story. so here it is. i never used to like hot showers. but, over the past couple of days i’ve taken many hot showers. the kind of showers that burn your skin and leave you red and raw. the kind that make you wonder how […]

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a scream in the dark

it’s amazing how much time has gone by and how my blog posts have aged to two years old. two years is a long time. believe it or not I created this blog exactly two years ago to the day, but I didn’t have the courage to post anything till June 30th. it’s amazing now […]

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to the ocean

I’ve dreamed a lot about living a perfect life, being in a perfect movie. the kind that when problems come they are able to be solved with minimal damage and destruction. the kind that everything ends happily and it’s pure of heart. too bad life never really works out like that. but some moments of […]

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most days

frankly I should have posted this one first. but I didn’t, so I will take the total blame on this one. it was all my fault. and it was because I never thought it would lead to all this. but I never got to finish my story. and I understand now why you didn’t let […]

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some days

I stand under the flow of the water in the shower just to drown everything out, everything except the sound of my own music. that’s what I try to do anyway. and a certain song played today and suddenly everything was crashing down on top of me and I was in tears and I had […]

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2017

2017, your time is up. but I just want to say thank you for it all 2017. thank you for everything you’ve done. but I want to take a trip down memory lane and recap all that I saw and all that I did first. it’s easier to just show you then write it all […]

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